I found people keep saying this, i love you 3000, that quote was taken from the End Game movie, haha.
so every year, every ramadhan, every 'eid or every ocassion is not longer that very special anymore. i miss her, i miss him, like damn much.
i always questioning about why they leave me because sometimes, i am not that strong. it's very hard for me to keep, constantly strong. i know it is not healthy if i keep asking the same question. but it just... ya Rabb, i am so weak.
the little memory, really hits me hard. I still remember when my mama woke me up during sahoor, she asked me to eat sahoor but i refused to get up. she insisted me to, so she fed me with milks while my eyes were close, haha what a sleepyhead! and that time, i was not even 6years old.
after i grew up and learn about my religion. kids should be started their solah/prayers by 7years old, and the other obligations may follow. but when i recall back my little memory, now i understand why my mama did that.
and i am glad, ma. i am sorry i was stubborn to get up.
if i just have a little bit of time to return back, i would get up, even not to eat, but just to enjoy watching you.
honestly, that is the things we always wanted to say or do, only after we lost them.
appreciate them, if you still have them, or anyone,
they, us, i will return back to our Creator.
be good to each other.
talking about ramadhan, it is one day to go, in syaaAllah, may Allah get us into ramadhan, and bless us with the good deeds that He please. and please ya Rabb, help me, ease me, in everything to get closer to You.
